1 00:00:48,298 --> 00:00:55,346 Woman Singing In Italian ] 2 00:02:15,302 --> 00:04:08,497 3 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:16,042 4 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:32,808 [ Casket Cart Wheels Rolling ] 5 00:07:02,255 --> 00:07:05,257 [ No Audible Dialogue ] 6 00:07:10,097 --> 00:07:14,100 - [ Staff Chattering ] - [ Monitors Beeping ] 7 00:07:16,603 --> 00:07:18,604 [ Silence ] 8 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:27,488 [ She ] Hi. 9 00:07:27,572 --> 00:07:29,281 Hey. 10 00:07:29,366 --> 00:07:31,367 How are you? 11 00:07:33,870 --> 00:07:36,872 Didn't we just talk about that? 12 00:07:37,874 --> 00:07:40,334 That was yesterday. 13 00:07:40,418 --> 00:07:42,962 Today is Tuesday. 14 00:07:45,799 --> 00:07:48,551 So I've been here long? 15 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:52,721 A month. 16 00:07:57,102 --> 00:07:58,894 Wayne says that... 17 00:07:59,980 --> 00:08:01,564 [ Soft Groan ] 18 00:08:01,648 --> 00:08:04,233 my grief pattern is atypical. 19 00:08:09,072 --> 00:08:10,739 Yeah. 20 00:08:12,617 --> 00:08:15,077 [ Pills Shaking ln Bottle ] 21 00:08:16,163 --> 00:08:19,081 Had a talk with Wayne. 22 00:08:19,166 --> 00:08:22,835 I think he gives you too much medication. Way too much. 23 00:08:24,087 --> 00:08:26,297 Stop it, please. 24 00:08:26,381 --> 00:08:28,799 Trust others to be smarter than you. 25 00:08:28,884 --> 00:08:31,302 - He's straight out of medical school. - Just for once. 26 00:08:31,386 --> 00:08:35,598 He doesn't know what he's doing. I've treated 10 times as many patients as he has. 27 00:08:36,892 --> 00:08:39,268 But you're not a doctor. 28 00:08:40,353 --> 00:08:42,605 No, I'm not. 29 00:08:42,689 --> 00:08:46,358 And I'm proud that I'm not when I meet a doctor like him. 30 00:08:48,111 --> 00:08:51,614 There is nothing atypical about your grief. 31 00:09:02,292 --> 00:09:04,543 It was my fault. 32 00:09:07,047 --> 00:09:10,382 What about me? l was there too. 33 00:09:10,467 --> 00:09:12,760 I could have stopped him. 34 00:09:13,803 --> 00:09:15,262 No. 35 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:23,103 You didn't know that he had started waking up lately. 36 00:09:27,150 --> 00:09:31,737 I was aware that he would sometimes wake up... 37 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:36,784 and crawl out of bed... 38 00:09:36,868 --> 00:09:38,619 and walk about... 39 00:09:40,247 --> 00:09:43,707 just as you thought that he was soundly asleep. 40 00:09:43,792 --> 00:09:46,794 He could open the baby gate. 41 00:09:48,755 --> 00:09:50,214 He - 42 00:09:50,298 --> 00:09:52,341 He woke up... 43 00:09:55,262 --> 00:09:58,514 and was - was confused and - 44 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,849 [ Sobbing ] 45 00:10:00,934 --> 00:10:03,894 and - and alone. 46 00:10:03,979 --> 00:10:05,980 Hey. Hey. 47 00:10:07,315 --> 00:10:08,816 Hey. 48 00:10:30,088 --> 00:10:33,090 Dr. Wayne says you want me back home. 49 00:10:36,594 --> 00:10:38,637 You couldn't leave it, could you? 50 00:10:38,722 --> 00:10:40,597 Had to meddle. 51 00:10:40,682 --> 00:10:43,100 This place leads nowhere. 52 00:10:43,184 --> 00:10:46,020 On the contrary... 53 00:10:46,104 --> 00:10:47,771 grief - 54 00:10:49,232 --> 00:10:52,735 It's not a disease. It's a natural, healthy reaction. 55 00:10:52,819 --> 00:10:55,237 You can't just remove it. You mustn't. 56 00:10:57,157 --> 00:10:59,950 Wayne knows you're a therapist. 57 00:11:00,035 --> 00:11:02,578 He says you shouldn't treat your own family. 58 00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:05,539 In principle I agree, but - 59 00:11:05,623 --> 00:11:09,376 But you're just so much smarter, aren't you? 60 00:11:10,420 --> 00:11:11,920 I love you. 61 00:11:15,300 --> 00:11:18,677 Nothing hurts more than to see the one that you love... 62 00:11:18,762 --> 00:11:22,014 subjected to mistakes and wrongs. 63 00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:26,769 No therapist can know as much about you as I do. 64 00:13:19,090 --> 00:13:22,092 [ Sobbing ] 65 00:13:38,109 --> 00:13:39,735 It's all right. 66 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:43,322 [ Sobbing Continues ] It hurts. 67 00:13:47,744 --> 00:13:49,870 - It hurts. - I know. 68 00:13:51,915 --> 00:13:53,916 There's no way around it. 69 00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:00,255 I want to die too. 70 00:14:00,340 --> 00:14:03,342 No, I'm not gonna let you do that. 71 00:14:07,055 --> 00:14:09,556 Will it just go on and on? 72 00:14:09,641 --> 00:14:11,016 No. 73 00:14:11,100 --> 00:14:13,018 No, it'll change. 74 00:14:15,605 --> 00:14:17,731 Will it get any worse? 75 00:14:19,234 --> 00:14:20,984 Yes, it will. 76 00:14:43,049 --> 00:14:46,051 You've always been distant from me and Nic. 77 00:14:48,221 --> 00:14:52,975 Now that I come to think of it, very, very distant. 78 00:14:54,519 --> 00:14:56,061 Okay. 79 00:14:56,145 --> 00:14:59,606 Can you give me some exampIes of this? 80 00:15:02,277 --> 00:15:05,487 Hell, that's not that difficult to understand. 81 00:15:08,992 --> 00:15:11,994 Like last summer, for instance. 82 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:16,290 You were terribly distant last summer. 83 00:15:18,501 --> 00:15:21,795 As a father and as a husband. 84 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:26,425 And that was Nic's last summer you missed out on. 85 00:15:27,677 --> 00:15:29,386 Too bad. 86 00:15:33,349 --> 00:15:36,226 I never interested you... 87 00:15:36,311 --> 00:15:38,145 until now... 88 00:15:38,229 --> 00:15:40,689 that I am your patient. 89 00:15:42,150 --> 00:15:46,361 Perhaps I'm not supposed to talk about these things. 90 00:15:46,446 --> 00:15:49,197 There's nothing you can't talk about. 91 00:15:52,035 --> 00:15:56,079 You're indifferent to whether your child is alive or dead. 92 00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:08,800 I bet you have a lot of clever therapist replies to that, haven't you? 93 00:16:14,432 --> 00:16:16,224 Well, actually... 94 00:16:18,227 --> 00:16:20,646 it was to honor your wish. 95 00:16:20,730 --> 00:16:23,649 You wanted peace to write. 96 00:16:23,733 --> 00:16:25,734 Perhaps I didn't mean it. 97 00:16:26,736 --> 00:16:28,737 What I understood... 98 00:16:29,864 --> 00:16:32,783 is that you wanted to write alone... 99 00:16:32,867 --> 00:16:37,287 that you and Nic were going to go to Eden, just the two of you. 100 00:16:37,372 --> 00:16:40,165 That way you couId finish your thesis. 101 00:16:42,752 --> 00:16:44,378 But I didn't. 102 00:16:45,880 --> 00:16:47,798 You didn't? 103 00:16:47,882 --> 00:16:49,341 You see? 104 00:16:49,425 --> 00:16:51,385 You didn't even know that. 105 00:16:51,469 --> 00:16:53,762 Why did you give up? That's not like you. 106 00:16:53,846 --> 00:16:58,308 The whole project just seemed less important up there. 107 00:16:58,393 --> 00:17:03,355 As you said when I talked to you about my subject, glib. 108 00:17:03,439 --> 00:17:06,066 I never called your subject glib. 109 00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:08,860 Perhaps you didn't use that word, but that's what you meant. 110 00:17:08,945 --> 00:17:12,572 And all of a sudden it was glib. 111 00:17:15,743 --> 00:17:18,495 Or even worse, some - some kind of lie. 112 00:17:18,579 --> 00:17:21,248 I see. 113 00:17:21,332 --> 00:17:23,458 No, you don't see. 114 00:17:23,543 --> 00:17:26,545 You see a lot of things, but not that. 115 00:18:41,287 --> 00:18:44,289 [ Panting, Gasping ] 116 00:18:58,846 --> 00:19:01,181 lnhale on the count of five. 117 00:19:01,265 --> 00:19:03,183 [ Gasping, Panting Continue ] 118 00:19:03,267 --> 00:19:06,144 Calmly. Calmly. Just - 119 00:19:06,229 --> 00:19:08,313 Follow me. Do it with me. 120 00:19:08,397 --> 00:19:10,023 Inhale. 121 00:19:10,107 --> 00:19:12,943 Inhale on the count of five. 122 00:19:14,070 --> 00:19:16,780 Inhale. Two. 123 00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:23,161 - [ Gasping, Panting Continue ] - Stay with me. Stay with me. 124 00:19:23,246 --> 00:19:25,247 I'm gonna teach you how to breathe. 125 00:19:25,331 --> 00:19:27,749 - Inhale. - [ Inhaling, Exhaling ] 126 00:19:27,834 --> 00:19:30,460 Two, three, four, five. 127 00:19:30,545 --> 00:19:32,629 Hold. 128 00:19:32,713 --> 00:19:35,173 Two, three, four, five. 129 00:19:35,258 --> 00:19:38,260 - Exhale. Two, three, four - Good. - [ Exhales ] 130 00:19:38,344 --> 00:19:40,011 Imagine - 131 00:19:40,096 --> 00:19:44,266 Imagine you're blowing on your thistle blooms. 132 00:19:45,476 --> 00:19:47,727 CaImly, quietIy. 133 00:19:49,730 --> 00:19:52,691 - [ Blowing ] - Yes, yes, that's good. 134 00:19:52,775 --> 00:19:54,734 That's good. 135 00:19:57,613 --> 00:19:59,114 That's very good. 136 00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:04,452 I told you there would be a change. 137 00:20:04,537 --> 00:20:07,706 You're still mourning, but you're in a new phase. 138 00:20:13,546 --> 00:20:16,047 - What phase? - Anxiety. 139 00:20:17,717 --> 00:20:21,177 - Anxiety? - Yes. 140 00:20:21,262 --> 00:20:23,263 This is physical. 141 00:20:26,309 --> 00:20:29,978 - It's dangerous. - No, it's not dangerous. 142 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:32,981 Just as your grief wasn't dangerous. 143 00:20:33,983 --> 00:20:37,068 The main part of anxiety is physical. 144 00:20:37,153 --> 00:20:41,364 Dizzy speIIs, dry mouth... 145 00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:44,367 distorted hearing, trembling... 146 00:20:44,452 --> 00:20:49,164 heavy breathing, fast pulse, nausea. 147 00:20:59,550 --> 00:21:01,217 Hey. 148 00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:05,263 Hey. Hey. [ Grunts ] 149 00:21:07,350 --> 00:21:10,393 Easy. Never screw your therapist. 150 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:14,522 No matter how much your therapist may like it. 151 00:21:16,525 --> 00:21:20,195 I know it distracts you, but it's - it's not good for us. 152 00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:23,531 - Do the breathing. - [ Inhaling, Exhaling Rapidly ] 153 00:21:23,616 --> 00:21:25,617 - Hold. - [ Breathing Stops ] 154 00:21:27,954 --> 00:21:29,746 - Exhale. - [ Exhales ] 155 00:21:29,830 --> 00:21:32,374 Do you love me? 156 00:21:32,458 --> 00:21:34,459 Yes, I do. 157 00:21:35,711 --> 00:21:37,212 Then help me. 158 00:21:41,884 --> 00:21:44,010 [ He ] That's what I'm doing. 159 00:21:51,602 --> 00:21:53,269 [ He ] Exposure. 160 00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:56,773 That's the only thing that really works. 161 00:21:56,857 --> 00:22:00,318 Everything else is just talk. 162 00:22:00,403 --> 00:22:06,157 You have to have the courage to stay in the situation that frightens you... 163 00:22:06,242 --> 00:22:09,786 and then you'll learn that the fear isn't dangerous. 164 00:22:11,205 --> 00:22:15,250 Let's make a list of things you're afraid of. 165 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:19,504 At the top, we put the situation you fear the most. 166 00:22:24,218 --> 00:22:27,012 But I don't know what I'm afraid of. 167 00:22:28,764 --> 00:22:31,766 Just... take your time. 168 00:22:34,186 --> 00:22:35,937 I'm thinking. 169 00:22:36,022 --> 00:22:37,522 Okay. 170 00:22:43,320 --> 00:22:45,363 I'm thinking, uh, but, uh - 171 00:22:48,117 --> 00:22:52,287 Can't I just be afraid without a definite object? 172 00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:53,747 [ Door Opens ] 173 00:23:22,860 --> 00:23:24,861 [ Whimpering ] 174 00:23:29,450 --> 00:23:32,452 [ Gasping, Panting ] 175 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,420 [ Thud ] 176 00:23:43,672 --> 00:23:45,048 - [ Thud ] - [ Groans ] 177 00:23:45,132 --> 00:23:47,133 [ Groaning Continues ] 178 00:23:48,636 --> 00:23:51,554 - [ Gasping Continues ] - [ Thudding Continues ] 179 00:23:51,639 --> 00:23:54,682 Hey. No. No! No! 180 00:23:54,767 --> 00:23:57,852 - Calmly. - [ Panicked Gasping ] 181 00:24:00,064 --> 00:24:01,731 Oh, God. 182 00:24:01,816 --> 00:24:03,817 [ Gasping Continues ] 183 00:24:06,112 --> 00:24:09,864 [ Gasping Continues, Louder ] 184 00:24:12,660 --> 00:24:15,203 - [ Moaning, Grunting ] - No. 185 00:24:38,102 --> 00:24:40,103 This won't do. 186 00:24:44,191 --> 00:24:47,193 Stup - Stupidest thing I could do to you. 187 00:24:52,116 --> 00:24:56,870 If you can't tell me what you're afraid of... 188 00:24:56,954 --> 00:25:00,165 maybe it would be easier for you to tell me... 189 00:25:00,249 --> 00:25:02,125 where you're afraid. 190 00:25:02,209 --> 00:25:05,003 Where would you feel most exposed? 191 00:25:06,714 --> 00:25:09,465 What would be the worst place? 192 00:25:12,219 --> 00:25:13,887 The apartment? 193 00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:19,559 The street? 194 00:25:20,686 --> 00:25:22,395 A store? 195 00:25:24,732 --> 00:25:26,441 The park? 196 00:25:29,486 --> 00:25:31,613 Visiting someone maybe? 197 00:25:43,292 --> 00:25:44,959 The woods. 198 00:25:46,503 --> 00:25:48,296 The woods? 199 00:25:53,135 --> 00:25:53,927 The woods, yes. 200 00:25:54,011 --> 00:25:56,221 It's funny, because... 201 00:25:56,305 --> 00:25:59,724 you were the one that always wanted to go into the woods. 202 00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:03,228 What scares you about the woods? 203 00:26:04,355 --> 00:26:06,689 What frightens you there? 204 00:26:11,570 --> 00:26:13,446 Everything. 205 00:26:18,619 --> 00:26:23,081 Tell me what you think is supposed to happen in the woods. 206 00:26:30,256 --> 00:26:31,756 I - 207 00:26:33,425 --> 00:26:36,177 Is it any woods in particular? 208 00:26:43,060 --> 00:26:45,436 - Eden. - Eden? 209 00:26:50,776 --> 00:26:53,695 Well, what do you say we put... 210 00:26:53,779 --> 00:26:56,990 - [ Ballpoint Pen Clicking ] - the garden around Eden... 211 00:26:57,074 --> 00:26:59,701 at the top of the pyramid? 212 00:27:01,078 --> 00:27:02,829 No. 213 00:27:02,913 --> 00:27:05,164 Not quite at the top. 214 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:18,052 [ Chuckles ] No. 215 00:27:18,137 --> 00:27:20,805 - [ Laughing ] - [ Laughing ] Don't you - 216 00:27:24,393 --> 00:27:27,145 [ He ] Stop it! Stop - 217 00:27:27,229 --> 00:27:29,355 - Okay. [ Groans ] - [ She Laughing ] 218 00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:31,357 [ Blowing Raspberry ] 219 00:27:31,442 --> 00:27:33,943 [ Laughing Continues ] 220 00:27:38,574 --> 00:27:40,491 Ow! Ow. 221 00:27:40,576 --> 00:27:42,744 [ Winces ] It's - 222 00:27:45,414 --> 00:27:47,457 - It's o - It's okay. - I'm sorry. 223 00:27:47,541 --> 00:27:49,834 It's all right. 224 00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:52,462 - I don't know - - Huh. 225 00:28:31,752 --> 00:28:34,754 We can start by working on your expectations. 226 00:28:35,881 --> 00:28:37,882 Close your eyes. 227 00:28:42,679 --> 00:28:45,473 Feel the seat underneath you. 228 00:28:47,476 --> 00:28:50,269 Feel yourseIf sinking down into it... 229 00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:53,439 enfolding you. 230 00:28:54,483 --> 00:28:56,359 It's a nice feeling. 231 00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:02,073 What you feel is a pleasant warmth... 232 00:29:02,157 --> 00:29:04,033 and heaviness. 233 00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:08,329 Your breath is deep... 234 00:29:10,165 --> 00:29:11,707 regular... 235 00:29:13,168 --> 00:29:14,669 easy. 236 00:29:15,671 --> 00:29:17,797 Now... 237 00:29:17,881 --> 00:29:20,091 imagine you're at Eden. 238 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:25,096 Imagine you arrive at Eden through the woods. 239 00:29:28,225 --> 00:29:30,643 Tell me what you see. 240 00:29:36,066 --> 00:29:37,859 [ She ] I'm at the bridge. 241 00:29:38,902 --> 00:29:40,570 It's evening. 242 00:29:43,157 --> 00:29:46,033 Almost no birds can be heard. 243 00:29:47,369 --> 00:29:50,204 The water is running without a sound. 244 00:29:52,875 --> 00:29:55,585 Darkness comes early down here. 245 00:29:58,380 --> 00:30:00,381 I walk into it. 246 00:30:13,270 --> 00:30:15,188 The littIe deers... 247 00:30:15,272 --> 00:30:18,357 are hiding among the ferns... 248 00:30:18,442 --> 00:30:20,276 as usual. 249 00:30:21,487 --> 00:30:23,905 [ He ] Is it difficult to waIk there? 250 00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:26,991 [ She ] No. 251 00:30:27,075 --> 00:30:28,743 Not really. 252 00:30:30,537 --> 00:30:32,788 In fact, it's almost okay. 253 00:30:42,549 --> 00:30:45,051 In among the trees... 254 00:30:45,135 --> 00:30:46,761 on the slope... 255 00:30:47,930 --> 00:30:50,598 is the oId fox hole. 256 00:30:54,436 --> 00:30:56,437 [ He ] How do you feel there? 257 00:30:59,399 --> 00:31:01,484 [ She ] I can't really tell. 258 00:31:02,819 --> 00:31:05,655 It should be easy passing... 259 00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,616 and yet... 260 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:11,536 it's like walking through mud. 261 00:31:21,755 --> 00:31:23,756 The trunk is thick. 262 00:31:26,510 --> 00:31:29,136 The tree rots so slowly. 263 00:31:31,098 --> 00:31:34,642 It has some strange kind of personality. 264 00:31:36,061 --> 00:31:38,062 I've aIways felt that. 265 00:31:44,152 --> 00:31:45,695 [ He ] Now - 266 00:31:47,281 --> 00:31:50,616 Where are you? Are you - Are you heading for the cabin? 267 00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:55,079 [ She ] Yes, I am. 268 00:31:58,333 --> 00:32:01,210 I'm walking up the path... 269 00:32:01,295 --> 00:32:03,212 through the tall grass. 270 00:32:03,297 --> 00:32:05,214 [ He ] No, don't go in. 271 00:32:05,299 --> 00:32:06,966 Don't go in. 272 00:32:08,302 --> 00:32:11,304 It's the outside you're afraid of. Now look around. 273 00:32:12,472 --> 00:32:13,848 No. 274 00:32:14,850 --> 00:32:16,851 Lie down on the green. 275 00:32:19,730 --> 00:32:21,647 [ She ] You want me to lie down? 276 00:32:21,732 --> 00:32:24,066 [ He ] Lie down on the grass. 277 00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:30,781 - [ She ] On top of all the plants? - Y-Yes, lie down on the plants. 278 00:32:44,963 --> 00:32:46,797 Are you lying down? 279 00:32:48,300 --> 00:32:49,967 [ She ] Yes. 280 00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:52,803 [ He ] Good. 281 00:32:52,888 --> 00:32:55,389 What is everything like around you? 282 00:32:57,434 --> 00:32:59,685 [ She ] Green. 283 00:32:59,770 --> 00:33:02,104 It's all very green. 284 00:33:04,441 --> 00:33:06,192 [ He ] Good. 285 00:33:07,736 --> 00:33:10,279 Now will you do what I ask you? 286 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,991 [ She ] Yes. 287 00:33:14,076 --> 00:33:16,744 What do you want me to do? 288 00:33:18,246 --> 00:33:19,789 I want you... 289 00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:23,709 to melt into the green. 290 00:33:24,753 --> 00:33:27,046 Don't fight it. 291 00:33:27,130 --> 00:33:30,591 Just turn green. 292 00:33:39,935 --> 00:33:43,062 No matter what happens, you were there, you did it. 293 00:33:45,607 --> 00:33:48,025 Let fear come if it likes. 294 00:33:48,110 --> 00:33:49,652 Remember... 295 00:33:49,736 --> 00:33:53,572 what the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve. 296 00:34:46,334 --> 00:34:47,918 What's wrong? 297 00:34:48,003 --> 00:34:49,712 The ground is burning. 298 00:34:50,797 --> 00:34:52,465 The ground is not burning. 299 00:34:57,179 --> 00:34:59,388 Gotta go. 300 00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:21,452 I want to lie down. 301 00:35:21,536 --> 00:35:23,704 Just for a minute. 302 00:35:25,874 --> 00:35:27,958 Sure. 303 00:35:28,043 --> 00:35:30,044 Yeah, we'll take a rest. 304 00:36:29,521 --> 00:36:33,524 [ Wind Gusting ] 305 00:36:36,194 --> 00:36:38,195 [ Wind Settles ] 306 00:38:04,824 --> 00:38:06,825 Shouldn't we go on? 307 00:38:13,249 --> 00:38:14,750 Yeah. 308 00:38:16,711 --> 00:38:18,379 Yeah, we should. 309 00:39:26,906 --> 00:39:28,490 Stay. 310 00:39:31,453 --> 00:39:33,287 Stay with it. 311 00:39:38,376 --> 00:39:41,295 I know it hurts. Stay. 312 00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:43,130 Stay in it! 313 00:42:26,711 --> 00:42:30,714 [ Thumping, Clacking ] 314 00:42:34,677 --> 00:42:37,679 [ Objects Landing On Roof ] 315 00:42:49,984 --> 00:42:52,986 [ Objects Continue Landing ] 316 00:42:55,657 --> 00:42:58,325 It's just the stupid acorns. 317 00:43:37,865 --> 00:43:41,076 [ Gasping ] 318 00:43:56,551 --> 00:43:58,260 [ Sighs ] 319 00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:33,170 What are you doing? 320 00:44:33,254 --> 00:44:34,755 I'm just - 321 00:44:36,007 --> 00:44:37,924 I'm setting up... 322 00:44:38,009 --> 00:44:39,676 a little exercise. 323 00:44:40,720 --> 00:44:42,179 It's - 324 00:44:42,263 --> 00:44:43,930 It's like a - 325 00:44:45,016 --> 00:44:47,100 It's like a game. 326 00:44:47,185 --> 00:44:49,603 You cheated me yesterday. 327 00:44:49,687 --> 00:44:51,271 Running's no good. 328 00:44:51,356 --> 00:44:54,232 You have to reaIIy feel the grass. 329 00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:57,569 I want you to go from this stone... 330 00:44:58,696 --> 00:45:00,364 to this stone. 331 00:45:01,783 --> 00:45:04,076 Pretty scary, huh? [ Chuckles ] 332 00:45:04,160 --> 00:45:05,744 You ready? 333 00:45:07,205 --> 00:45:09,039 Here. 334 00:45:09,123 --> 00:45:10,999 I'll give you a ride. 335 00:45:12,001 --> 00:45:14,836 I'll put you on the first stone. 336 00:45:16,923 --> 00:45:19,633 Stay with it. 337 00:45:19,717 --> 00:45:21,218 Here we go. 338 00:45:21,302 --> 00:45:24,221 Now put your foot down. I got you. I got you. 339 00:45:24,305 --> 00:45:25,764 I'm right here. 340 00:45:25,848 --> 00:45:29,059 - I can't do this. - Yes, you can. 341 00:45:29,143 --> 00:45:32,312 You can and you will, just like I will. 342 00:45:32,397 --> 00:45:34,314 We're gonna walk together. 343 00:45:34,399 --> 00:45:36,316 We're gonna walk together, okay? 344 00:45:36,401 --> 00:45:38,693 Now - All right, now breathe. 345 00:45:38,778 --> 00:45:42,239 - [ Inhaling, Exhaling ] - Here. You're gonna step off the rock. 346 00:45:42,323 --> 00:45:45,617 You're gonna step on that grass. Step down. 347 00:45:46,536 --> 00:45:48,745 See? What happened? Nothing. 348 00:45:48,830 --> 00:45:51,248 - [ Gasping, Panting ] - Keep breathing. Bre - Keep breathing. 349 00:45:51,332 --> 00:45:54,876 I've got you. You're really doing great. 350 00:45:54,961 --> 00:45:57,129 Okay? Keep breathing. 351 00:45:57,213 --> 00:45:59,756 Five, five and five. 352 00:45:59,841 --> 00:46:02,634 [ Inhaling, Exhaling ] 353 00:46:03,553 --> 00:46:05,554 We're almost there. 354 00:46:05,638 --> 00:46:09,141 - We're almost there. You're doing great. - [ Gasping, Panting Continue ] 355 00:46:10,518 --> 00:46:12,227 [ He ] You're doing fine. 356 00:46:16,816 --> 00:46:18,483 We're there. See? We're there. 357 00:46:18,568 --> 00:46:20,819 There you go. [ Laughing ] 358 00:46:24,615 --> 00:46:26,908 You did it. 359 00:46:29,704 --> 00:46:31,705 You Iearned something. 360 00:46:33,458 --> 00:46:35,125 Didn't you? 361 00:46:36,377 --> 00:46:39,296 [ Sobbing ] 362 00:46:39,380 --> 00:46:44,801 You did beautifully. 363 00:47:16,459 --> 00:47:18,126 [ Hawk Cries ] 364 00:47:26,511 --> 00:47:29,012 [ Sobbing ] 365 00:47:35,645 --> 00:47:38,146 I miss him so much. 366 00:47:52,787 --> 00:47:55,121 [ Liquid Pouring ] 367 00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:01,127 I've been afraid up here before. 368 00:48:02,296 --> 00:48:04,506 Yes, it seems likely. 369 00:48:06,384 --> 00:48:09,219 I just didn't know it was fear. 370 00:48:13,683 --> 00:48:15,976 I became afraid... 371 00:48:16,060 --> 00:48:18,228 and I stopped writing. 372 00:48:20,231 --> 00:48:22,774 What was different the last time? 373 00:48:28,906 --> 00:48:30,615 I heard a sound. 374 00:48:37,999 --> 00:48:41,001 [ Nic Crying ] 375 00:48:45,506 --> 00:48:47,966 [ Crying Continues ] 376 00:48:51,804 --> 00:48:54,973 - Nic? - [ Crying Continues ] 377 00:48:56,767 --> 00:48:58,435 Nic! 378 00:49:01,105 --> 00:49:04,774 [ Crying Continues ] 379 00:49:04,859 --> 00:49:06,526 Nic! 380 00:49:15,244 --> 00:49:24,919 - [ Crying Continues ] - Nic! 381 00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:36,973 [ Crying Continues ] 382 00:49:44,565 --> 00:49:46,733 [ Crying Continues, Louder ] 383 00:49:59,997 --> 00:50:03,166 [ Crying Continues ] 384 00:50:11,759 --> 00:50:15,762 [ Crying Fades, Becomes Distant ] 385 00:50:26,023 --> 00:50:28,024 [ Crying Ceases ] 386 00:50:31,278 --> 00:50:33,738 [ He ] You didn't hear Nic screaming. 387 00:50:37,618 --> 00:50:39,411 Apparently not. 388 00:50:39,495 --> 00:50:42,872 And because you experienced something that you couldn't explain rationally... 389 00:50:42,957 --> 00:50:46,668 you placed Eden very high on the pyramid chart. 390 00:50:51,424 --> 00:50:54,342 Eden was the catalyst that triggered your fear. 391 00:50:54,427 --> 00:50:56,720 You jumped to conclusions... 392 00:50:56,804 --> 00:50:59,973 and tied the emotionaI event with the place. 393 00:51:01,100 --> 00:51:04,436 When you feel threatened, it's natural to react. 394 00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:08,148 If the danger were real, your fear wouId save your life... 395 00:51:08,232 --> 00:51:12,068 because your adrenaline wouId be used for fight or flight. 396 00:51:13,821 --> 00:51:17,031 But what you're experiencing is panic, nothing more. 397 00:51:18,075 --> 00:51:20,076 The scream wasn't real. 398 00:51:25,916 --> 00:51:28,918 [ Grunting ] 399 00:51:30,796 --> 00:51:32,338 Stop! 400 00:51:34,300 --> 00:51:36,843 - Cal - Calm - - [ Both Grunting ] 401 00:51:37,845 --> 00:51:40,013 You shouldn't have come here. 402 00:51:41,015 --> 00:51:43,183 You're just so damn arrogant. 403 00:51:45,436 --> 00:51:47,604 But this may not last. 404 00:51:48,981 --> 00:51:51,107 Ever thought of that? 405 00:51:52,234 --> 00:51:55,236 [ Acorns Landing On Roof ] 406 00:52:02,161 --> 00:52:06,039 Oak trees grow to be hundreds of years old. 407 00:52:07,124 --> 00:52:11,085 They only have to produce one single tree every hundred years... 408 00:52:11,170 --> 00:52:12,796 in order to propagate. 409 00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:15,632 It may sound banal to you, but... 410 00:52:15,716 --> 00:52:20,053 it was a big thing for me to realize that when I was up here with Nic. 411 00:52:25,976 --> 00:52:29,062 The acorns fell on the roof then too. 412 00:52:30,523 --> 00:52:33,733 They kept falling and falling... 413 00:52:34,819 --> 00:52:37,821 and dying and dying. 414 00:52:43,118 --> 00:52:45,119 And I understood that... 415 00:52:47,206 --> 00:52:50,834 everything that used to be beautiful about Eden... 416 00:52:51,919 --> 00:52:54,087 was perhaps hideous. 417 00:52:56,590 --> 00:52:59,008 Now I could hear... 418 00:52:59,093 --> 00:53:01,886 what I couldn't hear before - 419 00:53:01,971 --> 00:53:03,972 [ Acorns Continue Landing On Roof ] 420 00:53:04,056 --> 00:53:06,850 the cry of all the things... 421 00:53:06,934 --> 00:53:09,060 that are to die. 422 00:53:12,731 --> 00:53:15,149 That's all... 423 00:53:15,234 --> 00:53:16,943 very touching... 424 00:53:17,945 --> 00:53:20,280 if it was a children's book. 425 00:53:23,784 --> 00:53:25,785 Acorns don't cry. 426 00:53:27,288 --> 00:53:30,039 You know that as well as I do. 427 00:53:30,124 --> 00:53:31,958 That's what fear is. 428 00:53:33,294 --> 00:53:36,337 Your thoughts distort reality... 429 00:53:37,464 --> 00:53:39,299 not the other way around. 430 00:53:45,639 --> 00:53:47,056 Satan's church. 431 00:53:47,141 --> 00:53:48,558 Satan? Jesus! 432 00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:50,935 Nature is Satan's church. 433 00:53:52,396 --> 00:53:54,564 - What? - [ Wind Whistling ] 434 00:53:57,067 --> 00:53:59,068 Why, there you have him. 435 00:54:00,446 --> 00:54:02,155 That was his breath. 436 00:54:10,748 --> 00:54:13,249 [ Acorns Continue Hitting Roof ] 437 00:54:34,063 --> 00:54:35,563 [ She ] Nic. 438 00:54:36,732 --> 00:54:39,734 He drifted away from me the last time. 439 00:54:41,862 --> 00:54:44,989 He was always out and about. 440 00:54:45,074 --> 00:54:48,618 He might have made more of an effort to be there for me. 441 00:56:27,926 --> 00:56:30,428 [ Birds Chirping ] 442 00:56:53,077 --> 00:56:55,495 You look like you slept well. 443 00:56:55,579 --> 00:56:57,705 Thanks. I did. 444 00:57:03,879 --> 00:57:07,381 I just wanted to say how happy I am that you're here. 445 00:57:11,011 --> 00:57:12,804 I love you, darling. 446 00:57:21,855 --> 00:57:23,815 Did you have a good sleep? 447 00:57:26,568 --> 00:57:30,154 I've just been having a lot of crazy dreams. 448 00:57:31,323 --> 00:57:35,785 Dreams are of no interest to modern psychology. 449 00:57:35,869 --> 00:57:37,662 Freud is dead, isn't he? 450 00:57:37,746 --> 00:57:41,207 [ Chuckles ] Yeah. 451 00:57:58,183 --> 00:58:00,768 - What are you doing? - Look. 452 00:58:03,689 --> 00:58:05,940 I'm well again. 453 00:58:06,024 --> 00:58:07,400 [ Chuckles ] 454 00:58:14,116 --> 00:58:15,741 I'm cured. 455 00:58:17,744 --> 00:58:19,245 You're so clever. 456 00:58:22,833 --> 00:58:24,584 I'm fine. 457 00:58:31,258 --> 00:58:34,260 You can't just be happy for me, can you? 458 00:59:53,840 --> 00:59:56,676 [ Wind Gusting ] 459 01:00:45,684 --> 01:00:49,395 [ Deep Voice ] Chaos... reigns! 460 01:02:30,288 --> 01:02:32,915 [ Hinges Squeak ] 461 01:02:58,358 --> 01:03:00,693 [ Rain Continues ] 462 01:04:31,952 --> 01:04:33,452 [ Clattering In Distance ] 463 01:05:07,612 --> 01:05:12,074 Um, I'd like to do one more exercise. 464 01:05:12,158 --> 01:05:13,659 It's like role-playing. 465 01:05:15,537 --> 01:05:19,081 My role is... 466 01:05:19,165 --> 01:05:21,417 all the thoughts that provoke your fear. 467 01:05:21,501 --> 01:05:24,962 Yours is rational thinking. 468 01:05:30,302 --> 01:05:32,094 I'm nature. 469 01:05:33,096 --> 01:05:35,556 All the things that you call nature. 470 01:05:43,481 --> 01:05:45,691 Okay, Mr. Nature. 471 01:05:48,236 --> 01:05:50,321 What do - What do you want? 472 01:05:53,700 --> 01:05:56,076 To hurt you as much as I can. 473 01:06:02,208 --> 01:06:03,917 How? 474 01:06:05,211 --> 01:06:07,046 How do you think? 475 01:06:14,095 --> 01:06:16,055 By frightening me? 476 01:06:19,434 --> 01:06:20,976 By killing you. 477 01:06:23,730 --> 01:06:26,148 Nature can't harm me. 478 01:06:26,232 --> 01:06:28,275 You're just all the greenery outside. 479 01:06:28,360 --> 01:06:30,778 No. I'm more than that. 480 01:06:33,073 --> 01:06:35,032 I don't understand. 481 01:06:36,409 --> 01:06:39,578 I'm outside, but also... 482 01:06:42,666 --> 01:06:43,749 within. 483 01:06:46,044 --> 01:06:49,338 I'm nature of all human beings. 484 01:06:49,422 --> 01:06:51,507 Oh, that kind of nature. 485 01:06:54,177 --> 01:06:56,428 [ Sniffles ] 486 01:06:56,513 --> 01:06:59,515 The kind of nature that causes people... 487 01:06:59,599 --> 01:07:02,685 to do evil things against women? 488 01:07:02,769 --> 01:07:04,687 That's exactIy who I am. 489 01:07:04,771 --> 01:07:08,857 That kind of nature interested me a lot... 490 01:07:08,942 --> 01:07:11,527 when I was up here. 491 01:07:11,611 --> 01:07:15,030 That kind of nature was the subject of my thesis. 492 01:07:17,826 --> 01:07:20,911 But you shouldn't underestimate Eden. 493 01:07:23,456 --> 01:07:25,624 What did Eden do? 494 01:07:25,709 --> 01:07:29,461 I discovered something else in my material than I expected. 495 01:07:31,589 --> 01:07:34,299 If human nature is evil... 496 01:07:35,301 --> 01:07:39,972 then that goes as well for the nature of - 497 01:07:40,056 --> 01:07:41,974 [ He ] Of the women. 498 01:07:43,977 --> 01:07:45,310 FemaIe nature. 499 01:07:45,395 --> 01:07:48,313 [ She ] The nature of all the sisters - 500 01:07:50,650 --> 01:07:54,820 Women do not controI their own bodies. Nature does. 501 01:07:56,489 --> 01:07:59,199 I have it in writing in my books. 502 01:07:59,284 --> 01:08:01,660 The literature that you used in your research... 503 01:08:01,745 --> 01:08:04,913 was about evil things committed against women. 504 01:08:04,998 --> 01:08:08,417 But you read it as proof of the evil of women? 505 01:08:08,501 --> 01:08:10,878 You were supposed to be critical of those texts. 506 01:08:10,962 --> 01:08:15,007 That was your thesis. Instead you're embracing it. 507 01:08:15,091 --> 01:08:17,885 Do you - Do you know what you're saying? 508 01:08:19,137 --> 01:08:20,929 Forget it. 509 01:08:21,014 --> 01:08:22,890 I don't know why I said it. 510 01:08:24,184 --> 01:08:26,477 I-I can't work anymore now. 511 01:08:31,399 --> 01:08:33,984 [ Sobbing ] 512 01:08:38,198 --> 01:08:40,616 Hit me. 513 01:08:40,700 --> 01:08:43,410 - What? - Hit me so it hurts. 514 01:08:44,537 --> 01:08:45,746 No. 515 01:08:45,830 --> 01:08:48,457 - Hit me, please! - No! 516 01:08:48,541 --> 01:08:50,918 [ Sobbing ] I can't stand this! 517 01:08:51,002 --> 01:08:54,421 [ He ] I don't want to. I don't want to. 518 01:09:05,934 --> 01:09:07,893 Then you don't love me. 519 01:09:10,897 --> 01:09:13,357 Okay. 520 01:09:13,441 --> 01:09:15,400 Maybe I don't love you. 521 01:09:37,924 --> 01:09:41,635 [ Moaning, Panting ] 522 01:10:13,042 --> 01:10:15,711 Again. Again. 523 01:10:15,795 --> 01:10:17,296 [ Both Grunt ] 524 01:10:21,426 --> 01:10:25,220 The sisters from Ratisbon couId start a hailstorm. 525 01:10:25,305 --> 01:10:28,473 [ Panting Continues ] 526 01:10:37,317 --> 01:10:39,067 [ Moans ] 527 01:11:01,591 --> 01:11:04,676 [ Wind Gusting ] 528 01:11:08,973 --> 01:11:13,226 I'm not gonna continue this if you don't listen to me. 529 01:11:14,437 --> 01:11:17,230 Good and evil - 530 01:11:17,315 --> 01:11:19,358 they have nothing to do with therapy. 531 01:11:21,444 --> 01:11:23,946 Do you know how many innocent women were killed... 532 01:11:24,030 --> 01:11:27,783 in the 16th century alone just for being women? 533 01:11:27,867 --> 01:11:30,327 I'm sure you do - many. 534 01:11:31,412 --> 01:11:33,372 And not because they were evil. 535 01:11:34,749 --> 01:11:36,750 I know. 536 01:11:36,834 --> 01:11:39,127 It's just sometimes I forget. 537 01:11:42,548 --> 01:11:46,969 The evil you talk about is an obsession. 538 01:11:47,053 --> 01:11:51,473 Obsessions never materialize. It's a scientific fact. 539 01:11:51,557 --> 01:11:55,352 Anxieties can't trick you into doing things you wouldn't do otherwise. 540 01:11:55,436 --> 01:11:56,937 It's like hypnotism. 541 01:11:57,021 --> 01:11:59,356 You can't be hypnotized into doing something... 542 01:11:59,440 --> 01:12:01,817 you wouldn't normally do... 543 01:12:01,901 --> 01:12:03,986 something against your nature. 544 01:12:06,239 --> 01:12:07,906 Do you understand me? 545 01:12:07,991 --> 01:12:10,409 - Yeah, I think so. - You think so. 546 01:12:10,493 --> 01:12:13,328 Well, you don't have to understand me. Just trust me. 547 01:12:33,850 --> 01:12:36,435 - What's this? - It's from the medical officer. 548 01:12:36,519 --> 01:12:38,603 It's a copy of the autopsy report. 549 01:12:42,275 --> 01:12:44,109 The autopsy? 550 01:12:45,945 --> 01:12:48,530 Did they perform an autopsy? 551 01:12:48,614 --> 01:12:51,199 I didn't want to tell you because you weren't feeling well. 552 01:12:53,619 --> 01:12:56,788 Well, what did they find? 553 01:12:56,873 --> 01:13:00,792 Nothing that would have any bearing on the case. 554 01:13:02,128 --> 01:13:04,463 [ He ] "The only abnormality in the victim... 555 01:13:04,547 --> 01:13:09,885 "is a slight deformity of the bones in his feet of an earlier date. 556 01:13:11,637 --> 01:13:14,848 We did not attach any significance to this." 557 01:13:29,322 --> 01:13:33,575 Are you aware that you put Nic's shoes on wrong in this picture? 558 01:13:38,498 --> 01:13:40,791 So I have. 559 01:13:42,210 --> 01:13:44,294 How weird. 560 01:13:46,506 --> 01:13:49,382 Slip of the mind that day. How weird. 561 01:14:27,171 --> 01:14:30,215 [ Nic Crying ] 562 01:15:00,371 --> 01:15:01,997 Herself. 563 01:15:03,082 --> 01:15:05,250 Oh! [ Grunts ] 564 01:15:05,334 --> 01:15:08,628 Bastard! You're leaving me, aren't you? 565 01:15:08,713 --> 01:15:12,632 - [ Grunting ] - You bastard! 566 01:15:12,717 --> 01:15:15,135 - You're leaving me! - I'm not. 567 01:15:15,219 --> 01:15:17,929 - I'm helping you. - You're leaving me, aren't you? 568 01:15:18,014 --> 01:15:19,014 No! 569 01:15:30,860 --> 01:15:33,820 [ Gasping, Panting ] 570 01:15:33,905 --> 01:15:37,032 - I Iove you. - I don't believe you. 571 01:15:37,116 --> 01:15:38,783 - I don't believe you! - [ Grunts ] 572 01:15:38,868 --> 01:15:41,328 I don't fucking believe you! 573 01:15:44,040 --> 01:15:45,749 Oh! 574 01:16:22,245 --> 01:16:24,162 [ Panting ] 575 01:17:35,526 --> 01:17:38,028 [ Hand Drill Squeaking ] 576 01:18:33,250 --> 01:18:36,002 [ Panting ] 577 01:18:42,593 --> 01:18:44,594 [ Hyperventilating ] 578 01:18:50,643 --> 01:18:53,436 [ Groaning ] 579 01:18:54,480 --> 01:18:56,147 [ Screams ] 580 01:19:01,278 --> 01:19:02,779 [ Grunts ] 581 01:19:06,951 --> 01:19:08,993 [ Grunting ] 582 01:19:19,839 --> 01:19:21,589 [ Moans ] 583 01:19:41,444 --> 01:19:43,069 Ow! 584 01:19:43,154 --> 01:19:45,989 [ Grunting ] 585 01:20:16,729 --> 01:20:18,480 [ Gasping ] 586 01:20:30,910 --> 01:20:32,869 [ Grunts ] 587 01:20:58,062 --> 01:20:59,979 Where are you? 588 01:21:03,108 --> 01:21:04,943 You bastard! 589 01:21:06,028 --> 01:21:07,529 [ Shouting ] Where are you? 590 01:21:16,789 --> 01:21:18,289 Where are you? 591 01:21:32,596 --> 01:21:34,597 [ ln Distance ] Where are you? 592 01:21:42,940 --> 01:21:45,441 - [ Grunts ] - Where are you? 593 01:21:50,614 --> 01:21:52,282 You bastard! 594 01:22:03,669 --> 01:22:10,258 Where are you? 595 01:22:13,804 --> 01:22:15,763 How dare you leave me! 596 01:22:28,027 --> 01:22:30,111 [ Shouting ] You said you wanted to help me! 597 01:22:31,655 --> 01:22:33,573 [ Screaming ] Where are you? 598 01:22:37,202 --> 01:22:39,162 Where are you? 599 01:23:55,072 --> 01:23:57,782 - [ Crow Cawing ] - [ Gasps ] 600 01:24:02,246 --> 01:24:04,205 [ Caws ] 601 01:24:04,289 --> 01:24:06,124 [ Shrieking ln Distance ] Where are you? 602 01:24:10,546 --> 01:24:12,130 You bastard! 603 01:24:13,841 --> 01:24:16,467 [ Cawing ln Distance ] 604 01:24:17,970 --> 01:24:20,096 [ Caws ] 605 01:24:21,223 --> 01:24:23,057 [ Cawing ] 606 01:24:23,142 --> 01:24:24,726 [ Caws ] 607 01:24:24,810 --> 01:24:27,562 - [ Blows Landing ] - [ Cawing Stops ] 608 01:24:53,172 --> 01:24:55,673 - [ Wings Flapping ] - [ Cawing ] 609 01:24:55,758 --> 01:24:58,009 [ Cawing ln Distance ] 610 01:25:04,683 --> 01:25:08,060 [ Cawing Loudly ] 611 01:25:08,145 --> 01:25:08,978 [ Grunts ] 612 01:25:10,939 --> 01:25:13,316 [ Cawing ln Distance ] 613 01:25:18,530 --> 01:25:20,448 [ Cawing Stops ] 614 01:25:26,371 --> 01:25:29,999 Get out! Get out! You bastard! 615 01:25:31,460 --> 01:25:32,960 Get out! 616 01:25:34,797 --> 01:25:36,839 You bastard! 617 01:25:36,924 --> 01:25:42,512 Come out! 618 01:26:02,407 --> 01:26:04,283 Get out! 619 01:26:05,869 --> 01:26:08,412 You bastard! 620 01:26:09,790 --> 01:26:12,041 Come out! 621 01:26:31,228 --> 01:26:32,895 [ Grunting ] 622 01:26:43,115 --> 01:26:45,658 [ Grunts, Shrieks ] 623 01:27:13,854 --> 01:27:15,646 [ Crying ] I'm sorry. 624 01:27:55,479 --> 01:28:01,150 [ Groans ] 625 01:28:03,487 --> 01:28:07,365 We gotta get this thing off my leg. 626 01:28:30,472 --> 01:28:32,390 I can't find the wrench. 627 01:29:05,590 --> 01:29:07,466 [ He Grunts ] 628 01:29:17,978 --> 01:29:19,937 [ Grunts ] 629 01:29:39,708 --> 01:29:42,209 Did you want to kill me? 630 01:29:42,294 --> 01:29:44,336 Not yet. 631 01:29:47,466 --> 01:29:50,718 The three beggars aren't here yet. 632 01:29:50,802 --> 01:29:52,970 The three beggars. 633 01:29:54,723 --> 01:29:56,766 What does that mean? 634 01:29:57,851 --> 01:30:02,813 When the three beggars arrive, someone must die. 635 01:30:05,275 --> 01:30:07,193 I see. 636 01:30:13,325 --> 01:30:16,118 [ She Sobs ] 637 01:30:31,510 --> 01:30:34,845 A crying woman is a scheming woman. 638 01:30:46,650 --> 01:30:50,069 "False in legs, and false in thighs. 639 01:30:52,239 --> 01:30:56,075 False in breast, teeth, hair and eyes." 640 01:32:24,206 --> 01:32:26,707 [ Sobbing ] 641 01:32:28,460 --> 01:32:30,377 [ Object Thuds ] 642 01:32:32,422 --> 01:32:35,216 [ Sobbing Continues ] 643 01:32:52,776 --> 01:33:00,950 Hold me. 644 01:33:02,577 --> 01:33:04,495 [ Mutters ] 645 01:33:18,134 --> 01:33:20,636 [ Shrieks ] 646 01:34:03,388 --> 01:34:06,348 [ Panting ] 647 01:34:28,163 --> 01:34:31,957 [ He ] There's no such consteIIation. 648 01:34:41,760 --> 01:34:43,927 [ She Gasps ] 649 01:34:46,514 --> 01:34:49,350 [ Sobs ] 650 01:34:58,777 --> 01:35:00,944 But none of it is any use. 651 01:35:01,029 --> 01:35:02,946 None of it is any use. 652 01:35:07,410 --> 01:35:09,536 - [ Screams ] No! - [ Screams ] No! 653 01:35:14,959 --> 01:35:17,461 [ Hailstones Landing On Roof ] 654 01:35:29,057 --> 01:35:31,975 [ Bell Jingling ] 655 01:35:33,728 --> 01:35:36,230 [ Jingling ] 656 01:35:42,779 --> 01:35:46,448 [ Crow Cawing ] 657 01:35:55,625 --> 01:36:10,222 [ Caws ] 658 01:36:11,057 --> 01:36:14,351 [ Cawing ] 659 01:37:04,736 --> 01:37:06,278 [ Groans ] 660 01:37:08,573 --> 01:37:11,241 [ He Shrieks ] 661 01:37:11,326 --> 01:37:13,952 [ Grunts ] 662 01:37:18,249 --> 01:37:28,884 [ Grunting ] 663 01:37:39,437 --> 01:37:41,688 [Shrieks] 664 01:37:42,690 --> 01:37:44,233 [ Groans ] 665 01:38:35,326 --> 01:38:37,744 [ Choking ] 666 01:38:37,829 --> 01:38:39,580 [ Grunts ] 667 01:38:42,333 --> 01:38:44,918 [ Muffled Moan ] 668 01:38:45,003 --> 01:38:48,380 [ MuffIed Scream ] 669 01:38:48,464 --> 01:38:49,965 [ Choking ] 670 01:40:20,848 --> 01:40:28,397 Woman Singing In Italian ] 671 01:41:22,994 --> 01:41:27,164 672 01:42:52,083 --> 01:42:55,460